This would be a really short post.



I've told many people, or in fact, many people know that I wanna live to a 100, and beyond. But most of them told me that they do not want to, and that " Impossible".

Yes, I do agree with these people to a certain extent why living to a 100 may not be the right thing to do. You may be a burden to your family, having to bring you up and down to the toilet. Waste their financial resources to go see the doctor because of your health conditions. You are unable to do many things like bungee jumping when you're 99. And the worst of all, you may just lay in bed all your life.

But that's besides the point. If you take good care of yourself now, study hard, work hard, save loads of money for yourself, you need not rely on your family members at all. You can hire a full time maid or something to take care of your well being. Besides that, I don't see why old people can't sit on fun rides. I brought my grandma, 66 at that time, to a theme park and made her sit many of the rides with me. My teacher, at 71, was able to ride a flying fox. COOOL.

And on the idea about "Impossible" ... Look at it on the brighter side. When you break the words of "Impossible" up, it gives you "I M POSSIBLE". So, that just concludes it all. It's all in the mind. I'm an optimist.



I mean, how bad can you look! See he's so hemsem .... Needless to say me, I'll definitely look better than him. And I'll have all my teeth at 99, and I'll be showing off my megawatt smile too!

TO A 100 AND BEYOND~
;D

♥ 7:54 AM

WOOOOTS!

It's finally over. Women's Canoeing Championships is finally over. I heave a sigh of relief. I gave up like more than 10 hours of my sleep because of it! The nervous-ness, the anxiety that I felt over the weekends was taking control of my mind. But at least it was not too bad, it's the experience that I was looking forward to.

So ... I'm going to talk about what happened to me, a couple of days ago.

I was walking home one fine day, lugging with me my huge school bag and with my MP3 plugged into my ears. Walking towards me, was this guy, whom I never took notice of, until he did a stuuupidd action. Guess what he did? He pointed and me, covered his mouth and laughed super loudly. I thought there was something wrong with my uniform or something along that line, and so I looked down to my feet and up. Nope, there was nothing wrong, but that guy was still rooted to the ground, pointing at me and laughing. As I walked closer to him, I found that he was a retard. He was around his teenage years, acting like 5, almost bald, had thick glasses, had his shorts pulled up so high that it almost reached the sky, a polo tee tucked all the way in, and a pair of black sandals. The worse thing of all, I think his teeth is rotting. It was such an embarrassing moment because the people around me were giving me the unwanted attention, so what I had to do was to walked away from the scene as quickly as possible, not turning around. My face, though dark, was as red as a tomato.(It must be retribution. I shall not laugh at DSKs anymore.)

Last week, I took Shazrina's iphone to play. And yes, I changed her display picture to Samir's picture which I copied and paste from the school portal. It wasn't my idea at all! It was ... HAHAHA. So yes, she got a shocked and started with the center finger pointing. In an act to take revenge, she used my phone, took a picture of Idris and did this.



Sexy right? HAHA.

Today was exceptionally funny. There was this Indian girl sleeping during Mathematics lecture. She always sleeps during lecture. Usually, she would lean back on the seat, fold her arms, and start dozing off and that is when her neck starts to be of no use. When that happens, I would already start to giggle. Once, I was seated behind her and she fell asleep. I kicked her chair so hard, she woke up, looked around, and within 10 seconds, she fell back asleep again. What was funny today was that she changed her sleeping posture altogether. She was sleeping, with her hands on her lap, and her face flat down on the lecture table! When I saw it, I started laughing non-stop. I thought to myself, "What happened to her nose? It must be flat on the table."

Oh well. I shall update again soon!
;D

♥ 6:53 AM

My week has been so busy, and boring, that I totally forgot that my blog existed. Everyday has been like eat, sleep, mug, train, eat, sleep, mug train. And yes, you never read wrongly, MUG.

Many of you out there knows that I can't mug, or at least, do not have the discipline to do so. I can't even sit still on the chair for 10 minutes, yet alone study in a still position for an hour. But this time, I'm really taking my studies seriously, for I do not want to retain. I guess it is time I take control of my own life, than to leave it rotting away. The time I have is short, so I have to use each and every opportunity to improve.

And yes, competition is this Saturday. LydiaC and I would be rowing the K2 together. She's a great partner, an awesome person to work with. We have so many things in common. But what is pulling us back from winning this competition, it is the lack of practice and our poor stamina.

We had training yesterday and today. They were the most tiring trainings that I ever had, I put all I've got into these trainings, in hope of improving within the fastest possible time. Yesterday's training made me feel super frustrated. The feeling is like, you know you can do a particular thing, but there are just ways to pull you back from getting what you want. For yesterday, I got pissed at myself for not being able to control the rudder well, and having LydiaC to put through all my shit. The distance that we rowed, was twice that of the displacement. Today, I guess we did improve a little, but we are still not up to the mark. When we turn and look around us, there are all the experienced and pro-ed people, rowing at exceptionally high speed. That made us worried, and we just lost confidence in ourselves. Even our peers are doing much better than us.

As much as we dislike being the last in the race, we have to still accept the fact, and work doubly hard to win them at the next competition. We both agreed that we will put in our 101%, and even if we lost the race, we took back with us an experience that not all could have felt. Hopes should not be pinned to high on us, as it is for now.

On a happier note, look what Sankarsh told me!



COOOOL MAN!
And if you were wondering, Sankarsh and I have known each other since Primary 2. See, Indian and Chinese, Racial Harmony! He and Victor Sim are my 2 closest male friends during my old school days!
(Victor have matured a lottttt!)

I'm all tired and giddy now. I hope for all the best!
;D

♥ 6:33 AM

I'm feeling super terrible now.

When people all around me are telling me about karma, I did not really take it seriously, and just brushed it off with a joke. Many says, 'What goes around, comes around". And how true would this be, it's for you to find out. Whether you believe in it or not, it's all up to you. Myself, I hate to admit it, but it may be true.

Perhaps I have treated many people badly in the past. Perhaps I bullied too many people in the past. Perhaps I used to take advantage of the things around me. Perhaps I was not serious with relationships/friendships in the past.

Perhaps, perhaps, perhaps.

I dislike myself, when I don't appreciate the things around me.

I used to have this friend, whom I was pretty close to in the past. We go out together, eat together, play together. We just enjoyed each other's company. When our friendship got into a deeper level, his messages to me were twice as much as usual. But, I was studying for my exams then. And with his messages coming every now and then, it was pretty difficult for me to concentrate. I then did what was best for me - I ignored his messages. But soon, his messages were coming once in every 15 mintues. I, irritated, scolded him over the text message to stop disturbing me. We got into an argument and, I just lost a friend like that. I did not treasure the close friendship we had in the past, I did not appreciate his care and concern over me and I even told him off. I did not even try to understand how he felt when all these happened, I only thought of myself. I regretted, but it is too late. I guess I left a memory, in both of our hearts.

From then on, I told myself to be appreciative of the finest things in life no matter how big or small. I told myself to not regret anything that I have done in my life. I want to make the best out of my life.

So here I am, having another close friendship. But, I guess the roles here are opposite, and I am the one being ignored, (but I don't spam messages). I shower much care and concern over this person, only to find out that I am like a replacement. A replacement to kill one's boredom, a replacement only when that person is lonely. To this person, I would always be the one who would be there no matter what circumstances. But in the end, my words of care and concern gets ignored, and there would never be a reply until boredom strikes again. I dislike being remembered only when one is free, and stuff like that. To think that we are quite close, it is a terrible feeling. This is totally not the other party's fault, it's mine. I just don't know that person well I guess. I just can't learn to understand. Perhaps I am asking too much out of this.

I guess karma really does happen.
Just when I am serious ...

With this, I really do not know how to go about treating this person. I'll feel bad if I ignore him, and at the same time, I really hate being ignored. I don't know what I should do right now. I feel like ending it, but yet again, I fear I'll regret.

SOOOO SHITTTYY!

But to all my friends out there, although I may be the one who always gets you all into trouble. Although I may always be the one who teases. But deep down, all of you should know that I care, and I really do.

I hope that there would be a guiding hand to guide me through.
;D

♥ 9:13 AM

Today was a horrible day for me. Not that my day went badly, but just an event that happened that made it sooo horrible.
;((

Let's start from what happened yesterday. I went out for dinner with Jieyao, Gillian and my brother. It's been 327419827348910 years since I met up with Jieyao, and so, we decided to have dinner together at Seoul Garden. You know how Seoul Garden makes one really heaty because of all the barbequeing right? Nevermind about that. But, at least I enjoyed myself with them. ;D



Gillian made me do this, while some Aunty and her kid were looking at us. I look retarded.

So, I reached home at 11, went to wash up and slept at 12 plus. Here's the horrid part - I COULDN'T EVEN FREGGING SLEEP A WINK LAST NIGHT! I was tossing and turning in bed and the time past rather quickly. At 3am, I was still tossing and turning. At 5.15 am, I was still tossing and turning. I did that all the way till 6.15am, when my alarm clock rang. I told myself, "Alright, 5 more minutes". And I woke up at 6.30am. That 15 minutes was the real time that I fell asleep!

That made me all go groggy in the morning, and made me moody for the rest of the day. In addition, with heaty food and lack of sleep, it caused all my pimples to pop out! BOOOOOO!

On the sidenote, Jonathan sent me this.



This may be disgusting, but it's true! I really did not know that whales have sperms. Tsk!

;D

♥ 6:38 AM